Tyler and I have been hanging out more and more. I think I could marry this man. He is a little older than me, but he seems to feel the same way. I don’t know for sure. I just have a feeling that he might be hiding something from me. I know that I am suspicious of everybody since Doryan was taken.
I believe that he could really help me to find Doryan, but I don’t know how to ask him. What if he already knows who I am? I am scared that he may know that I am trying to find Doryan. What if he knows where Doryan is?
I know I am rambling about my fears, but I needed to tell someone. I needed to tell the fears that may one day prove to be true. Tyler makes me feel like I am in heaven, but I still just feel something is off. I will let you know what happens. I will do my best to investigate without him knowing about it. I have learned how to do that without being detected.
My feet are tired from me standing all day. I had to hunt a ghoul that was posing as a waitress. It made me feel like I was working hard trying to kill this monster, but I did it and I feel wonderful that I actually did it. Goodnight for now my friend, my journal.